Today hit me hard… “I felt like a little planet just drifting through the huge universe; lost.” I now know what Ted Dekker was saying about not fitting in, in the world. Also about, when you are writing a piece that you really have a STRONG connection with and you feel like others don’t have that strong of a connection with it. It also makes me think of what the Bible says on this topic:
“I have given them your word and the world has hated them, for they are not of the world any more than I am of the world. 15 My prayer is not that you take them out of the world but that you protect them from the evil one. 16 They are not of the world, even as I am not of it. 17 Sanctify them by[d] the truth; your word is truth. 18 As you sent me into the world, I have sent them into the world.” -John 17:14-18
It’s just some days I feel like no one understands me, almost like I really am this “little blue monkey”, that was one amazing thing about the Ragged Edge Writer’s conference. Everyone there was pretty much the same, everyone thought deeply and felt deeply. I wish more people in the world were like that.
I wrote today and figured some more stuff out with my fiction piece. I will share some stuff soon. I was editing the Book Reading videos and they should be up and running soon.
I really miss my boyfriend and really just wish I could have a hug.
Check out my book reading… I read my excerpt… the first one is from the book “New Branch of the Journey”… If you enjoy it, and would like a copy of the book, let me know. It’s available for $25. :)
Do you feel deeply ?